NOTE: This was written on my private blog on November 2nd (long before I knew what was about to happen in my life, although I still feel the same way).
Thinking about my funeral and what I would like my husband to say about me:
– After many years of marriage I would like for my husband to say that I was always compassionate and kind. That I served others before myself, and would work tirelessly to help those around me. That my family was always my number one priority and that the love and grace of God shone through everything I did. That I kept him centered and helped lead him to the cross through my life and love. That though I had a rough start I trusted God to the end, and He really changed my life.
– I hope he can say he saw love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control.
– I would want him to say that our love relationship while not perfect was as close to it as any can come. That I made him feel respected, worthy, and gave him honor in our home. I want him to say that he can never imagine being loved or adored more by a woman.